The drugs sunk me so low that I didn't think I could even smile, you know, for real, like inside, be happy? So I was, like, I gotta get better for [my] kid. I was mixing uppers and downers every day, and I don't know why I didn't die. I don't know why.
As one of the storied "Right Stuff" astronauts, Scott Carpenter has been much written about. He waited years to write his own book, and it's finally here. In this book, co-written with his daughter Kris Stoever, Carpenter offers his own version of his experience as the fourth American in space.